We took a long weekend and spent some time in Durango, CO. Brett helps ref a soccer tournament there, lodging provided. and me and the girls hang out and reap all the benefits of his hard work :O)
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| there is so much I love about this photo, but mostly that they did this on their own |
It is a cute little town and we always love going, plus it is just some different scenery for the girls. Apparently 2 out of the 3 girls get car sick though, not fun. But you know what all 3 of the girls did awesome all weekend! We had so much fun, they loved the condo, all the outside time, the shaved ice, couch beds, the bungy trampoline, honeyville, the swimming, the parks, and the late nights.
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| my baby girl |
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| my big girl |
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| my nory bug |
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| sneaking in time with dad |
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| weeeee |
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| sarah just went up and hugged him, so sweet |
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| Daddy hard at work |
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| they were so exhausted they slept in past the bright morning sun |
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| photos I rarely get |
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| but LOVE |
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| Norah in timeout.....we all need it sometimes |
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| climber |
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| yep, the bag of popcorn is as big as her and so delicious! |
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| she doesn't even look like a baby! |
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| it was worth the $9 each for 2 minutes, thanks for earning that money babe! |
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| especially for Norah, even the guy helping to bounce her was laughing and smiling at her reaction |
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| ummm lets try a photo later |
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| ok, ti's really late, but much better! |
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| serious cuteness |
The only thing that is slightly hard for me is mothers day. It usually always falls on the same weekend as the tournament and mothers day is just an weird and hard day for me.
I think it is hard for me because...
because I feel a little isolated and alone (since Brett is working) on a day that is emotionally hard
because I cannot truly celebrate being Norah's mom because a part of me will always know that gift is Carrisa's
because Carrisa only had one mothers day with Norah
because Norah made me a sweet gift of a heart necklace, to say "I love you" and that sweet little gift was meant to be for Carrisa
because I will always be reminded of the amazing gift of motherhood and how quickly it can be taken away
All 3 of my girls are such a blessing a gift and I love being a mommy, just wish I could share that with my sister.
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| well ,we tried a photo.... |
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| and anytime I was feeling sad I would look at Sarah's hair and instantly laugh |
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Great pictures you have an adorable family!
ReplyDeleteA mother is someone to shelter and guide us,
ReplyDeleteTo love us, whatever we do,
With a warm understanding and infinite patience,
And wonderful gentleness, too.
How often a mother means swift reassurance
In soothing our small, childish fears,
How tenderly mothers watch over their children
And treasure them all through the years.
The hearth of a mother is full of forgiveness
For any mistake, big or small,
And generous always in helping her family
Whose needs she has placed above all.
A mother can utter a word of compassion
And make all our cares fall away,
She can brighten a home with the sound of her laughter
And make life delightful and gay.
A mother possesses incredible wisdom
And wonderful insight and skill-
In each human heart is that one special corner
Which only a mother can fill!
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Let go of your guilt of not being Norah's biological mother. It is a tragedy that she lost her mother at such a young age, and for you to lose your sister. But Norah couldn't be more fortunate to have you as her mother. You are all of those above things, and more. Harboring guilt and heartache over tragedy beyond your control will only cause harm and uncertainty. I hope that you can achieve inner peace and confidence in knowing that now, you are her true mother.
Jenn,
ReplyDeleteYou are amazing. I know your sister is watching you with love and thankfulness. Happy Mother's Day friend.
I'm sorry Mother's Day is hard for you. :-( My prayer is that as time goes by, it evolves into something unique and special for your unique and special life. I'm sure there will always be a touch of sadness, but I pray the joy outweighs it. You are an amazing mom.
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